Short blog today :D
This is supposed to be the day we die but I guess we're lucky hm :)
I didn't believe in 2012 but it got me thinking that even though it's not going to happen on the 21st, it will happen soon, and no one knows when, and this just reminded me of a song that tells you to appreciate everyone around you and live every day like it's your last. Basically living life to the fullest each day :)
Here you go: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6jnynVLfLA
Hope you enjoy the song :D
Friday, 21 December 2012
Friday, 14 December 2012
Hong Kong 2
Hi people :)
Blogging again, because I've been going out less now. Hm, there are many reasons why I'm going out less now but the main ones are because: I cbf, I do nothing productive when I go out and I don't want to spend money.
When people ask me what I do in HK and I say I don't go out as much, they always say what else is there to do if you don't go out? That's what I used to think as well but now I realize that there is actually a LOT of things you can do. Lately I've been doing more "productive" things I guess :) I even finally started my drawing, after the many times my sister and Yuqi told me to do it. (I'm drawing a tiger if you want it just tell me :D). I've also been going to gym with Isaac, pretty fun actually HAHAHA going tomorrow again. I've been eating with family and my awesome auntie as well :) I'm sticking around family because I'm going Macau with friends soon :D hope it'll be fun and not boring :(
Hong Kong is fun and all but there are a few things New Zealand has which HK doesn't, and one of the main things is that in NZ you can chill in the house for weeks, whereas in Hong Kong, the place is so small that it makes you have to go out with people, which really annoys me. Time passes in New Zealand pretty fast even if you do nothing at home but in Hong Kong it doesn't work that way. BUT shopping and food here is awesome :) I wish New Zealand and Hong Kong could combine :O that would be cooool.
So yea this is pretty much what I've been up to lately :)
Hope you guys are having a fun holiday :D blog soon.
BYEBYE
Blogging again, because I've been going out less now. Hm, there are many reasons why I'm going out less now but the main ones are because: I cbf, I do nothing productive when I go out and I don't want to spend money.
When people ask me what I do in HK and I say I don't go out as much, they always say what else is there to do if you don't go out? That's what I used to think as well but now I realize that there is actually a LOT of things you can do. Lately I've been doing more "productive" things I guess :) I even finally started my drawing, after the many times my sister and Yuqi told me to do it. (I'm drawing a tiger if you want it just tell me :D). I've also been going to gym with Isaac, pretty fun actually HAHAHA going tomorrow again. I've been eating with family and my awesome auntie as well :) I'm sticking around family because I'm going Macau with friends soon :D hope it'll be fun and not boring :(
Hong Kong is fun and all but there are a few things New Zealand has which HK doesn't, and one of the main things is that in NZ you can chill in the house for weeks, whereas in Hong Kong, the place is so small that it makes you have to go out with people, which really annoys me. Time passes in New Zealand pretty fast even if you do nothing at home but in Hong Kong it doesn't work that way. BUT shopping and food here is awesome :) I wish New Zealand and Hong Kong could combine :O that would be cooool.
So yea this is pretty much what I've been up to lately :)
Hope you guys are having a fun holiday :D blog soon.
BYEBYE
Wednesday, 5 December 2012
Hong Kong
So. I'm in Hong Kong now, and people have been asking me how is it, and I tell people it's good, cos it is! When I first came to hk it was pretty crazy cos everywhere is filled with people and there is always aways traffic no matter what the time is. I like the nightlife here but I definitely wouldn't want to live here cos it is too too hektic. I like how everyone in New Zealand is so chill and kickback, whereas everyone in Hong Kong looks like they have something important to do and rushes everywhere.
I like the transport here too, so so efficient. Whenever I go out I never have to think of rides, like I do in New Zealand, so I actually DO go out when I say maybe now. Today was actually my first day staying at home for most of the afternoon, and I should've written a blog then but I fully forgot about it until Kenny messaged a few of us to keep writing blogs, and I can't really sleep right now so I decided to just write one now :)
So, back to my interesting holiday. I've been doing some things that I shouldn't be doing, which is made worse because I still kept on doing it even though I know I shouldn't. I did many things wrong but one not so bad example, (it's still pretty bad though), is when I made my auntie wait. I promised her that I would go church Sunday morning. But stupid me I slept late on Saturday, and I also got a new haircut - which i think looks pretty good ;) but looks like crap if I don't do my hair. I look like a 7 year old if I don't do it. ANYWAYS. I didn't bring my gatsby to Hong Kong to reserve as much space as possible, and I was gonna get some in HK anyways. So I decided to wake up earlier to go down, but in HK, no one lets you wake up early and when I started waking up my auntie called my sister to come down in 5 minutes.
Even after hearing that I kept on sleeping. Lazy me right? And a few minutes later I finally decide to actually wake up. Then I run down to buy gatsby, just to see that it was too early and I had to go the long way. After buying it I ran back up and started doing my hair, by then my auntie probably waited 15 minutes? And then finally I told my sister to tell her I'm not going because I couldn't wake up. And I couldn't even say sorry. I don't know why but it's so hard for me to say sorry to people... I guess i need to learn to do that haha.
Well apart from that incident and a few other things I did in HK... This holiday is great :) I've been going out a LOT and finally going clothes shopping tomorrow and buying people souveniers :) cannot wait :D
Well thats pretty much what I've been up to in Hong Kong. How are your holidays? Hope your having fun where ever you are D:
I was gonna also talk more about the person I like but I just remembered that she might read my blog HAHAHA hello to you if you are really reading it :) :)
I will blog soon. maybe. when i am free. :)
bye bye ^.^
I like the transport here too, so so efficient. Whenever I go out I never have to think of rides, like I do in New Zealand, so I actually DO go out when I say maybe now. Today was actually my first day staying at home for most of the afternoon, and I should've written a blog then but I fully forgot about it until Kenny messaged a few of us to keep writing blogs, and I can't really sleep right now so I decided to just write one now :)
So, back to my interesting holiday. I've been doing some things that I shouldn't be doing, which is made worse because I still kept on doing it even though I know I shouldn't. I did many things wrong but one not so bad example, (it's still pretty bad though), is when I made my auntie wait. I promised her that I would go church Sunday morning. But stupid me I slept late on Saturday, and I also got a new haircut - which i think looks pretty good ;) but looks like crap if I don't do my hair. I look like a 7 year old if I don't do it. ANYWAYS. I didn't bring my gatsby to Hong Kong to reserve as much space as possible, and I was gonna get some in HK anyways. So I decided to wake up earlier to go down, but in HK, no one lets you wake up early and when I started waking up my auntie called my sister to come down in 5 minutes.
Even after hearing that I kept on sleeping. Lazy me right? And a few minutes later I finally decide to actually wake up. Then I run down to buy gatsby, just to see that it was too early and I had to go the long way. After buying it I ran back up and started doing my hair, by then my auntie probably waited 15 minutes? And then finally I told my sister to tell her I'm not going because I couldn't wake up. And I couldn't even say sorry. I don't know why but it's so hard for me to say sorry to people... I guess i need to learn to do that haha.
Well apart from that incident and a few other things I did in HK... This holiday is great :) I've been going out a LOT and finally going clothes shopping tomorrow and buying people souveniers :) cannot wait :D
Well thats pretty much what I've been up to in Hong Kong. How are your holidays? Hope your having fun where ever you are D:
I was gonna also talk more about the person I like but I just remembered that she might read my blog HAHAHA hello to you if you are really reading it :) :)
I will blog soon. maybe. when i am free. :)
bye bye ^.^
Monday, 19 November 2012
Forever Alone
I used to
think….. How do people feel lonely? How can you feel lonely? Like… Just hang
out with your friends if you do get lonely. But recently I realised that I've
been feeling lonely too. Me and my school friends are nowhere near as tight as
we were in the last two years. We don't even bother hanging out with each other
anymore. I had a conversation with my supposedly "best" friend at school
on Facebook the other day, and it felt AWKWARD. I understand how conversations
are awkward in person, but how can they be awkward online? I guess it does
happen with randoms but we used to be close. It felt so weird having a
conversation with him online.
This
happens to my badminton friends as well but for more obvious reasons, since
I've quit badminton I haven't seen any of them in ages. The only non-awkward
conversations I have are with my other group of friends at school, which I'm
not too close with and I DON'T want to be close with anyways. And this leaves
me with church friends. I never have an awkward convo online or in person with
church friends, but I still don't feel like we are super tight. I mean we are
close, and have DMC's and things like that but there's no one I can talk to
that actually helps me out when I have a problem. They do try but they say the
same things as a normal friend would say when trying to help you out.
I actually
envy people who have their close friends where they can tell pretty much
anything to, and friends who actually ask “How's your day?” and listen etc.
etc.
MAN I WISH
I HAD FRIENDS. OR a girlfriend. ;D
Gonna be a
busy as one and a half weeks, starting from tomorrow. So probs won't blog till
I'm in HK :)
Goodbye :)
Wednesday, 14 November 2012
Boredom
Hi :)
Guess what!! I finished all my exams. :D ….And all I have to do is wait for Hong Kong . <3 It felt so weird when I finished my maths exam. The whole years work of maths and the stacks of past papers just came down to 3 hours. After the last maths exam, I don't have to ever do AS maths stuff again. I don't really see the point in doing this just to get into uni, cos it's not like I'm going to ever use perms and combs for ARCHITECT but… Oh well. Its university requirements so I just go with the flo. I guess it proves that you are smart and you can learn useless complicated things quickly, but that's about it. ._.
I thought after exams, life would be great and I would feel relaxed and chilled as... But it isn't. I'm not saying that I want to go back to studying but when I still had exams I had something to do. Something meaningful at least. But now, it’s just going out with friends, doing stupid stuff, sitting at home in front of laptop, and doing nothing productive. LIFE IS BORING AND UNINTERESTING. I normally get this feeling at the END of the holidays but I'm getting it on the first day... Which is bad. I don't know what I'm missing though. T.T IT JUST FEELS SO EMPTY. I wish I get to leave New Zealand earlier now because after exams it feels like there is nothing left to do in New Zealand. Before I didn't want to leave so early because I miss the people here, but now it seems that no one bothers trying to hang out, so might as well leave soon!! =D
I honestly cannot wait to go Hong Kong, I hope it would help me find some entertainment. I miss the food, clothes, shoes, the dirtiness and the smelliness. AND OF COURSE the people!! (Friends and family :D). I still remember last time I went to Hong Kong. First month was SO MUCH FUN but afterwards it got so boring. Hopefully this time it will be better since we are coming back earlier :) I even made a list of what to do at Hong Kong so I don't forget anything this time hehe. I hope I actually get close to my cousin this time too, cos last time I went to Hong Kong I didn't live with her and it was no fun... :(
I've also tried reading the bible, cos I heard in church how people get an empty feeling, and that's where GOD is supposed to come in. But when I start reading it, it's always about a random story that doesn't relate to me whatsoever, and doesn't help much. I wish I can get some advice from the bible, like other people do when they read it, but nothing stands out that can actually help me... Even at krave and Saturdays church it’s just the same every time, it’s more like a routine than anything else. Maybe it's my attitude but I don’t know how to change it.
LIFE IS BORING.
Tuesday, 13 November 2012
There's this dude who is like. my best friend. and all i trust in is pretty much him. (NO HOMO OKAES? ;D) . He is mixed. Half chirese and half white dude. In fact. I like mixed girls, because my best buddy is mixed. And, well, mixed girls are pretty. And mixed people have then been my focus. Especially for girls. I like half casts, they're sexay.
Tuesday, 23 October 2012
Studying
Notice how they conveniently put dying on the end of studying. Of course I'm not dying because I'm trying so hard studying but whenever I think about how screwed I am for exams I die a little on the inside. I finally figured why I'm writing much blogs lately because it's a good form procrastination. I should really start dying because I'm studying so hard though gonna start that tomorrow :)
It's sad how even though I have no school I still have to wake up so freaking early. I have English tutor at 9 on tuesdays and Thursdays and on Wednesday I have orthodontist appointment at 9 and maths tutor at 10. So much joy honestly.
BUT Allgood I'll be "studying" with friends this Friday and watching a movie to release my stress on saturday so looking forward to that heheh.
This is a short as post haha I wasn't even planning to write a post just so bored felt like procrastinating. Omg still have a lot of work to do and it's 11.53 PM!!! Sigh and I have to wake up early :( can't even get 11 hours of sleep gawd dammit
Okay seriously needa go. Now.
Bye bye
Vincent ^.^
Friday, 19 October 2012
Our time, gods time
Haha tried to copy the title of today's sharing at connect, doesn't sound right though :( anyways todays sharing related to me like, a lot. Hahahahaha might've been on purpose but it was good. When group leaders asked me what I wanted most right now I just said good exam marks, new phone etc. but of course I wanted something else. Something I would've said to everyone if our group was really close, like it should be........ But it isn't.
ANYWAYS I agree with the sharing that I need to wait for things I want and let god give it to me at the right time. But it is so so so so hard. I'm the type of person that usually tries 100% to get something and when I don't get it I get maaaad (if I actually really really want it). So this task is especially hard for me, cos i really really want it now. but I guess it's the same with a lot of people. Oh well I'll wait till the right time cos I don't want to screw gods plan up eheheh. I wish church was a place that you could share anything without having to worry about them spreading it cos tbh church people give great advice and actually makes me feel better talking to them but just need the trust Hahahaha.
I guess you need someone to start telling people in the group their secrets though so the other people actually feel you trusting them and might tell something to the group in return? But too bad I'm not starting it muahahahaha
ANYWAYS I agree with the sharing that I need to wait for things I want and let god give it to me at the right time. But it is so so so so hard. I'm the type of person that usually tries 100% to get something and when I don't get it I get maaaad (if I actually really really want it). So this task is especially hard for me, cos i really really want it now. but I guess it's the same with a lot of people. Oh well I'll wait till the right time cos I don't want to screw gods plan up eheheh. I wish church was a place that you could share anything without having to worry about them spreading it cos tbh church people give great advice and actually makes me feel better talking to them but just need the trust Hahahaha.
I guess you need someone to start telling people in the group their secrets though so the other people actually feel you trusting them and might tell something to the group in return? But too bad I'm not starting it muahahahaha
Ok that's all I wanted to write about, gonna wait wait wait :D
Okbye
Sunday, 7 October 2012
Everything :)
Hello :D
Updating my blog so much heh.
When I first started this blog I liked having a lot of viewers and felt nice when people read my blog, but recently I've found that whenever I want to write something that I really want to tell, I think of my viewers first and write according to what I want them to know, and what not to know. It's pretty annoying tbh because one of the main reasons for me making a blog was to express my feelings and what I'm going through but now I needa hide things -___- which is why in my last post I told you guys to message me if you want to know more. Well now it's too bad you guys who I trust don't get the full story in this blog cos it seems that im way too popular ;D haha and Ian in not directing this at you I didn't really mind the truth and dare thing, it was fun :)
Anyways... The first thing I want to talk about is parents. My mum is getting more and more strict and I have no idea why -.- but lately I've found out that I don't get angry as easily, and when she yells at me I just nod and listen and walk away. Which pisses her off even more :D
The second thing I want to talk about is church church church. I have gotten closer to some people at church and I realized that the smiles we see all the time at church are just masks of what they really feel inside. I mean of course they want to go church, for god and stuff but it's the PEOPLE in church which is making them feel like this. Ive spoken to quite a few people and they all feel the same way. Hmmm this church needs some fixing D: it's still a great church though :D with cool people who just sometimes does the wrong thing. But I guess I'm not perfect either so I really can't judge...
And there was a third thing but nah won't say it, it's a secret ;) hehe
Sorry if there is any spelling mistakes cos I'm typing this on iPod. Stupid autocorrect
If you read up till here then thanks for reading and not falling asleep :) hope you enjoyed my rant hehe
Goodbye :D
Vincent xoxo
Updating my blog so much heh.
When I first started this blog I liked having a lot of viewers and felt nice when people read my blog, but recently I've found that whenever I want to write something that I really want to tell, I think of my viewers first and write according to what I want them to know, and what not to know. It's pretty annoying tbh because one of the main reasons for me making a blog was to express my feelings and what I'm going through but now I needa hide things -___- which is why in my last post I told you guys to message me if you want to know more. Well now it's too bad you guys who I trust don't get the full story in this blog cos it seems that im way too popular ;D haha and Ian in not directing this at you I didn't really mind the truth and dare thing, it was fun :)
Anyways... The first thing I want to talk about is parents. My mum is getting more and more strict and I have no idea why -.- but lately I've found out that I don't get angry as easily, and when she yells at me I just nod and listen and walk away. Which pisses her off even more :D
The second thing I want to talk about is church church church. I have gotten closer to some people at church and I realized that the smiles we see all the time at church are just masks of what they really feel inside. I mean of course they want to go church, for god and stuff but it's the PEOPLE in church which is making them feel like this. Ive spoken to quite a few people and they all feel the same way. Hmmm this church needs some fixing D: it's still a great church though :D with cool people who just sometimes does the wrong thing. But I guess I'm not perfect either so I really can't judge...
And there was a third thing but nah won't say it, it's a secret ;) hehe
Sorry if there is any spelling mistakes cos I'm typing this on iPod. Stupid autocorrect
If you read up till here then thanks for reading and not falling asleep :) hope you enjoyed my rant hehe
Goodbye :D
Vincent xoxo
Friday, 28 September 2012
Troll!!
Hi hi
omg writing like 2 posts within like 3 days yea buddy ;D
hmm i realised that when I'm having a bad time I'm especially mean to people and troll people. Like I guess it happens to everyone but I'm not ACTUALLY mean to people I always say it in a joking way that it starts really pissing people off.. also known as trolling ;) But other people are just straight up angry at other people when they have a bad time.
I don't know why I do it but I guess I think it's funny when people get really annoyed and start hating me although it's not a good thing because I'm sure I got tons of haters!!!! Come to macleans and you'll see EVERYONE getting pissed off. Like honestly even the teachers get pissed off at me -___-
ANYWAYS
It's holiday now for most people but for me its study all the way till Hong Kong. I'm not even joking my mum made me a study timetable and its really good so I'm gonna actually follow it. Everyday theres at least 2 past papers and I got my board 1,2 and 3 for art due first day back to school and I also got English and Maths tution homework to do OH MY GOSH SO EXCITED!!!! But I actually don't mind studying too much cos it gets my mind off things that happened at school with some "FRIENDS"!! cough "rumors and backstabbing and shit". ahem. anyways yea only going out twice these holidays, never tried that in my life but I'm prepared to recieve those good exam marks and getting new phone and laptop AND a drink from Isaac, cos we had a deal that if I get better than him in exams he shouts me drinks and vice versa, so I'm gonna work hard.
Wow I'm pretty motivated, the only thing I'm scared of is doing the past papers without trying my hardest cos I know I'm gonna do them for sure, just not sure if I'm gonna try my hardest when doing them :( but oh well I'm taking baby steps ;D
Hope your lives are better than mine
VINCENT XOXOXO
omg writing like 2 posts within like 3 days yea buddy ;D
hmm i realised that when I'm having a bad time I'm especially mean to people and troll people. Like I guess it happens to everyone but I'm not ACTUALLY mean to people I always say it in a joking way that it starts really pissing people off.. also known as trolling ;) But other people are just straight up angry at other people when they have a bad time.
I don't know why I do it but I guess I think it's funny when people get really annoyed and start hating me although it's not a good thing because I'm sure I got tons of haters!!!! Come to macleans and you'll see EVERYONE getting pissed off. Like honestly even the teachers get pissed off at me -___-
ANYWAYS
It's holiday now for most people but for me its study all the way till Hong Kong. I'm not even joking my mum made me a study timetable and its really good so I'm gonna actually follow it. Everyday theres at least 2 past papers and I got my board 1,2 and 3 for art due first day back to school and I also got English and Maths tution homework to do OH MY GOSH SO EXCITED!!!! But I actually don't mind studying too much cos it gets my mind off things that happened at school with some "FRIENDS"!! cough "rumors and backstabbing and shit". ahem. anyways yea only going out twice these holidays, never tried that in my life but I'm prepared to recieve those good exam marks and getting new phone and laptop AND a drink from Isaac, cos we had a deal that if I get better than him in exams he shouts me drinks and vice versa, so I'm gonna work hard.
Wow I'm pretty motivated, the only thing I'm scared of is doing the past papers without trying my hardest cos I know I'm gonna do them for sure, just not sure if I'm gonna try my hardest when doing them :( but oh well I'm taking baby steps ;D
Hope your lives are better than mine
VINCENT XOXOXO
Monday, 24 September 2012
:(
Hello people :D
Havn't blogged since like aages cos of exams, and life is a bit hectic atm. In fact that is the reason why I'm writing this blog cos i just want to get everything out. YOU SHOULD FEEL SPECIAL I HAVN'T TOLD ANYONE ABOUT WHAT I AM GOING TO WRITE!! (although its not interesting at all so if you don't want to fall asleep close the page now...)
Anyways... Well my life started going bad like 2 weeks ago? Because some things happened at school, although I won't say what it is, (this is why i said it was boring cos a lot of the detail is not gonna be mentioned here :P If you really wanna know message me xoxo). Anyways, i got home from a bad week of school and then the night before my sister was gonna leave she just told me she needed to take my laptop and I was so sosososo angry, like what am i supposed to do for two weeks without my laptop?
Okay so that was the first (or second if you count the school thing) bad thing that happened. The next thing is how my mum is so annoying lately. I don't even know why maybe its cos exams are coming up and she's worried but she keeps asking me when are you gonna do work, and when I say later she's like give me an exact time. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW so annoying. And i don't think I'll be going out much these holidays. I envy those kids who parents don't care when they go out or when they come back home and even when there at home they can just go on laptop or do whatever they want -_- they have no idea how lucky they are sigh sigh. Oh yea my mum also got me an english tutor cos I'm really bad at it and its on Tuesdays at 9:45PM. PM!! that means its 9:45-10:45. and thats on a school day so bs right?
And the third bad thing, this isn't really a bad thing just a saaad sad thing, was that I decided to play in a tournament on Sunday, Lloyd elsmore open, because my dad was playing in it and the first round I had to vs this guy who I used to beat quite easily (cos he was younger than me). But now everyone says he's so good and he's top player in New Zealand for his age group so i was like pretty scared playing him. Although I didn't do too bad, 21-15 and 21-19 to him, I realised that my badminton skill is gonna just keep going down and down, which is sad tbh imagine something you use to do almost everyday but now your losing it everyday. And that was my first tournament played and I got beaten by a 14 year old :( oh well.
And finally if you guys are still reading this, the laaaast thing thats baaad is about this girl. This girl I like a lot but hm, different from any other girls I've ever liked before. I don't know but she's so hard to approach although we're pretty good friends, (I think we are I hope it's not one sided LOL). Anyways well I keep thinking of the worse scenarios like what if she finds a boyfriend? What am I gonna do then, cos I actually really really like her but hm. And I also can't tell her cos there's some ... Obstacles between us going out and I am like 99% sure she doesn't like me in that way anyways, but man if I get to go out with her then all the stuff I listed above will be turned into good stuff, and I won't dump this girl ever hahahahaha. i think. oh if you want to give me advice message me please cos I always think about her and IDK WHAT TO DO ARGH!
Anyways heres some good things:
1) Korean night was pretty good
2) Recieved a compliment from someone ;) a really good compliment hahahaha might not be from the girl I was talking about just then but still good enough :P
3) Actually doing heaps of past papers (like even when my mum doesn't tell me to do them) because I really need good grades to get into subjects I want next year and being like 30% more productive than I usually am, goal is to raise it to 50% SOON!!!
4)Also I went to dance studio the other day pretty fun although can't dance anymore :(
Now some photos
Yea this was a long blog cos I had a lot of stuff to write about
hope your lives are going all g unlike mine and have fun with holidays soon ;)
laters gee xoxo
Havn't blogged since like aages cos of exams, and life is a bit hectic atm. In fact that is the reason why I'm writing this blog cos i just want to get everything out. YOU SHOULD FEEL SPECIAL I HAVN'T TOLD ANYONE ABOUT WHAT I AM GOING TO WRITE!! (although its not interesting at all so if you don't want to fall asleep close the page now...)
Anyways... Well my life started going bad like 2 weeks ago? Because some things happened at school, although I won't say what it is, (this is why i said it was boring cos a lot of the detail is not gonna be mentioned here :P If you really wanna know message me xoxo). Anyways, i got home from a bad week of school and then the night before my sister was gonna leave she just told me she needed to take my laptop and I was so sosososo angry, like what am i supposed to do for two weeks without my laptop?
Okay so that was the first (or second if you count the school thing) bad thing that happened. The next thing is how my mum is so annoying lately. I don't even know why maybe its cos exams are coming up and she's worried but she keeps asking me when are you gonna do work, and when I say later she's like give me an exact time. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW so annoying. And i don't think I'll be going out much these holidays. I envy those kids who parents don't care when they go out or when they come back home and even when there at home they can just go on laptop or do whatever they want -_- they have no idea how lucky they are sigh sigh. Oh yea my mum also got me an english tutor cos I'm really bad at it and its on Tuesdays at 9:45PM. PM!! that means its 9:45-10:45. and thats on a school day so bs right?
And the third bad thing, this isn't really a bad thing just a saaad sad thing, was that I decided to play in a tournament on Sunday, Lloyd elsmore open, because my dad was playing in it and the first round I had to vs this guy who I used to beat quite easily (cos he was younger than me). But now everyone says he's so good and he's top player in New Zealand for his age group so i was like pretty scared playing him. Although I didn't do too bad, 21-15 and 21-19 to him, I realised that my badminton skill is gonna just keep going down and down, which is sad tbh imagine something you use to do almost everyday but now your losing it everyday. And that was my first tournament played and I got beaten by a 14 year old :( oh well.
And finally if you guys are still reading this, the laaaast thing thats baaad is about this girl. This girl I like a lot but hm, different from any other girls I've ever liked before. I don't know but she's so hard to approach although we're pretty good friends, (I think we are I hope it's not one sided LOL). Anyways well I keep thinking of the worse scenarios like what if she finds a boyfriend? What am I gonna do then, cos I actually really really like her but hm. And I also can't tell her cos there's some ... Obstacles between us going out and I am like 99% sure she doesn't like me in that way anyways, but man if I get to go out with her then all the stuff I listed above will be turned into good stuff, and I won't dump this girl ever hahahahaha. i think. oh if you want to give me advice message me please cos I always think about her and IDK WHAT TO DO ARGH!
Anyways heres some good things:
1) Korean night was pretty good
2) Recieved a compliment from someone ;) a really good compliment hahahaha might not be from the girl I was talking about just then but still good enough :P
3) Actually doing heaps of past papers (like even when my mum doesn't tell me to do them) because I really need good grades to get into subjects I want next year and being like 30% more productive than I usually am, goal is to raise it to 50% SOON!!!
4)Also I went to dance studio the other day pretty fun although can't dance anymore :(
Now some photos
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| Dancing with some sexy boys. No photos of the girls sorry gois ;) |
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| Them cool pepz at korean night |
Yea this was a long blog cos I had a lot of stuff to write about
hope your lives are going all g unlike mine and have fun with holidays soon ;)
laters gee xoxo
Thursday, 26 July 2012
Wednesday, 6 June 2012
Results
LOL. My results is goooooood except for maths. But that didn't count cos i forgot to bring my formula sheet in so i forgot all the formulas. formulae? idk formulas sound less gaaay even if its not gramatically correct. Anywho, I'm pretty happy with my results, idk if my parents are but all good its my own results.
These are my results:
ENGLISH-60% ( so freaking happy cos i suck at english)
GEOGRAPHY- 66% (I got 82% for the first paper which was second in the class but i got 50% for the second paper -_-)
MATHS-56% (pretty good considering i didn't bring formula sheet in ;D)
PHYSICS-77% (My best result :])
ART-70% (pretty surprised on this one too cos i finished my exam during in 2 periods and your supposed to do it in 4 -_-)
So yea life is pretty chill and normal atm ;)
Can't wait for holidays :D
Take care all
These are my results:
ENGLISH-60% ( so freaking happy cos i suck at english)
GEOGRAPHY- 66% (I got 82% for the first paper which was second in the class but i got 50% for the second paper -_-)
MATHS-56% (pretty good considering i didn't bring formula sheet in ;D)
PHYSICS-77% (My best result :])
ART-70% (pretty surprised on this one too cos i finished my exam during in 2 periods and your supposed to do it in 4 -_-)
So yea life is pretty chill and normal atm ;)
Can't wait for holidays :D
Take care all
Friday, 18 May 2012
I am duh sorry
Hi gois,
Today at Krave we were talking about what you regret and I didn't really have anything... But when I got home I DID SOMETHING I REGRET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well a few days ago my friend Phillip suggested that we study together again, with some other people like we did last week, and I was like ok. But like last week I promised to catch up with some other friends and i fully forgot about it. Then today at school Phillip told me to skip art for study so I'm like yea I will. I remembered that i had to catch up with my friends but they told me TODAY that the catch up was tomorrow so I was like WHAT! i was gonna study. But I havn't seen badminton friends in forever so I told Phillip I wasn't gonna go.
You may think its not that bad ditching my friends once in a while but the truth is, when people invite me to go to stuff I usually cbf and stay at home and my school friends get sososososososo pissed off. My friend Keenart does that as well and he's worse than me. So after Phillip spent so much time organising stuff its usually me or Keenart that doesnt go, and phillip really wants EVERYONE to hang out at least once. In three years, i think there was only one time where we all hung out and that was on Phillips birthday.
SO, as i said, I told him I couldnt't go and this is like my 10000th time telling him that, and then this is what he said
but we told u it was saturday
well
from now on im not organising shit anymore
not saying u dont respect it or anything but im sick of people not respecting an event when i try make one
And then after that i just felt bad. Cos he does try hard to organise stuff and a lot of people don't respect him or give him credit for doing it, and although sometimes I try to help him but I'm just too lazy. The only good thing about it is that everyone else is going so at least he will have someone to study with.
I REGRET NOT STUDYING!! but i cant ditch my badminton friends now, otherwise its like a double ditch, and Phillip will still be angry at me for promising to hang out with other people in the first place. sigh :((((
Sorry my grammars like screwed up in this post cos my brain isn't working, just wanted to share :) aight gonna study hard now
byebyebyebyebye
Sunday, 13 May 2012
Palmy good times!
Hihi
Havn't blogged lately cos im duh boring.... yea todays mothers day and it was one crazy ass day but maybe blog about that another time cos I wanna talk about badminton!
So as you all might or might not know, I stopped badminton, stopped going trainings, didn't join auckland team, don't go tournaments etc etc. Okay here are some of the reasons I quit:
1. Too lazy
2. Uses up SO MUCH time and I'm yr 11 so i want to study more
3. Quite a lot of pressure when I'm in a tournament, stressful shit.
4. Everyone else is getting too good and trying so hard and i CBF >:(
5. Too lazy ( said it again cos its like the main one)
These are pretty legit reasons and I don't REGRET quitting, but the other day at school badminton training ( I still play for school) I lost to sam. SAM! I usually beat him 95% of the time but i lost to him 21-14. Its cos I havn't played in 5 weeks and he's been training pretty much everyday. But still, I wasn't really pissed off or disappointed, cos I was expecting in, but now he's ranked higher than me in badminton team -0-. thats actually a good thing cos I don't want to play pro people but in every team I've ranked higher than him, whether that be Auckland, Club or school. Sam if your reading this I'm sorry but its the truth i used to beat you.
Last friday, I had to play for school. Last year I was in the central A team so the games were easier and I was pro-er back then. But now that im in prems, and I'm bad at badminton, I felt like I couldn't even catch up to the shuttle and nothing was in control. Even though I was playing number 4, we were versing probably the best school in auckland. I knew this guy I was versing cos he was in my Auckland team last year and he is pretty good. Sometimes he wins and sometimes i win. But this time. I got OWNED. 31-19. :( No goods. It feels pretty sad watching everyone else who I used to be close with start getting so good. I feel pretty proud of them but now it seems like me and my friends aren't as close anymore, they've made new friends and I'm like an outsider now. But I guess thats the bad side to quiting badminton...
Another thing that annoys me because of quitting badminton is palmy. Everyones talking about it, how they're so excited for it and can't wait and stuff and I really miss going to Palmerston North when I play for Auckland because it is seriously fun as. Playing hardcore badminton for a week and mucking around at night. I still remember like the 2nd time I went, Daniel Hillier and I were throwing oranges and stuff at Mr Sims ( a gaaaay ass coach who made people do zumba) wall, and getting chased by Vanessa. GOOD TIMES! He was probably my best friend back when I was still motivated to play, and we were known as the pair who "caused serious concern" if we kept playing badminton, and we nearly got sent home from Palmerston North :( But I started to stop playing as much and he's gotten really, really good. And now its awkward when I talk to him and I havn't played with him in like months. I still remember the time we played doubles together and we came 2nd in New Zealand :') good times. But now I'm not even good enough to play with him.. sigh. I deranked from 3rd in New Zealand to like 40 something now. hahahaha derank. reminds me of tetris :3 And probably the worse thing is that, apart from being weird, badminton is the only thing I am (or was) good at. Now I don't even have that. sigh as... Oh well started playing basketball, gonna try get in prems for next yr!!! add oil vincent! yay im encouraging myself!
But to all you people who still play badminton, don't quit, play hard and remember to WIN FOR AUCKLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!3$%#$%^
okbye.
Havn't blogged lately cos im duh boring.... yea todays mothers day and it was one crazy ass day but maybe blog about that another time cos I wanna talk about badminton!
So as you all might or might not know, I stopped badminton, stopped going trainings, didn't join auckland team, don't go tournaments etc etc. Okay here are some of the reasons I quit:
1. Too lazy
2. Uses up SO MUCH time and I'm yr 11 so i want to study more
3. Quite a lot of pressure when I'm in a tournament, stressful shit.
4. Everyone else is getting too good and trying so hard and i CBF >:(
5. Too lazy ( said it again cos its like the main one)
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| I think this was outside my room? |
Last friday, I had to play for school. Last year I was in the central A team so the games were easier and I was pro-er back then. But now that im in prems, and I'm bad at badminton, I felt like I couldn't even catch up to the shuttle and nothing was in control. Even though I was playing number 4, we were versing probably the best school in auckland. I knew this guy I was versing cos he was in my Auckland team last year and he is pretty good. Sometimes he wins and sometimes i win. But this time. I got OWNED. 31-19. :( No goods. It feels pretty sad watching everyone else who I used to be close with start getting so good. I feel pretty proud of them but now it seems like me and my friends aren't as close anymore, they've made new friends and I'm like an outsider now. But I guess thats the bad side to quiting badminton...
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| Palmy! |
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| Left: Macleans prem, Nationals. Middle: palmy 2009, Auckland team. Right: Palmy 2010, Nationals |
But to all you people who still play badminton, don't quit, play hard and remember to WIN FOR AUCKLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!3$%#$%^
okbye.
Friday, 4 May 2012
Job
Hihihihi
I finally caught up with my maths :D so happy. Now I need to catch up with my english homework, I have an essay that was supposed to be due on the first week of this term but I haven't even started it yet........ And I also need to catch up on art and play more basketball. Need to get better D:
Anyways last night I ate dinner with Gary, shewa and my sister and Gary took me to krave. We were talking and he asked me if I have a dream or a job I really want to do. I've thought about this question many times before but I can never think of a job I REALLY REALLY like and other people seem to have the job sussed out.
There are two reasons why I want to find a job i really like. The first one is so that I have a goal to work towards to at school and not just think of school as a place where I just screw around. The second is so that when I'm older, my work won't seem as a burden but more of an event where I look forward to doing everyday.
I'm pretty sure that if I manage to think of a job I really like to do, I'd do much better at school and I'll have a goal to work towards just like everyone else :):)
Okay enough writing for today, still need to write my essay T.T
byebyebyebye
Monday, 30 April 2012
My maths teacher is a hardworking lady
So today my parents got an email from my maths teacher Mrs Young about how I'm not trying hard enough to complete my homework and that I didn't look back on last years IG work to revise on how to do the assignment she gave me. She also requested a meeting with my parents to see how they can improve my homework.
My parents being asian, got pretty pissed off at the email and then told me I better not do bad in mid years. Although I was planning to do good this term I never told them and now they pressure me into getting over 70% and my free access to my own laptop is at risk. SO BULLSHIT. I even stayed afterschool last friday to finish off my homework with some other people, while we had Mrs Young walking around checking if we did anything wrong.
I'm also gonna stay in lunchtime with Phillip Liu to finish our maths cos he's failing pretty much as bad as me. aaaaand I also have so much homework it's so annoying. Art pretty much is like 40% of all my homework, I have an essay due like last week for english and I havn't started, maths you all know I'm pretty behind, Art tutor gives me quite a lot as well and Maths and english tutor. FML my freedom is gone in these 4-5 weeks. sigh as.
Anyways get back to you guys later about my depressing life.
My parents being asian, got pretty pissed off at the email and then told me I better not do bad in mid years. Although I was planning to do good this term I never told them and now they pressure me into getting over 70% and my free access to my own laptop is at risk. SO BULLSHIT. I even stayed afterschool last friday to finish off my homework with some other people, while we had Mrs Young walking around checking if we did anything wrong.
I'm also gonna stay in lunchtime with Phillip Liu to finish our maths cos he's failing pretty much as bad as me. aaaaand I also have so much homework it's so annoying. Art pretty much is like 40% of all my homework, I have an essay due like last week for english and I havn't started, maths you all know I'm pretty behind, Art tutor gives me quite a lot as well and Maths and english tutor. FML my freedom is gone in these 4-5 weeks. sigh as.
Anyways get back to you guys later about my depressing life.
Saturday, 28 April 2012
Avengers
I finally watched Avengers on Saturday and it was grrrreat :) if i wasn't tired while watching it, it would've been a 9/10. The action was good the storyline was alright and there was also a lot of funny parts in it and it was pretty interesting the whole way through. I watched it with Philip, Keenart and Kendrick. James was supposed to come but ditched on the last minute. Before we went in to cinemas I saw Chelsea D: but then too bad I didnt't have the chance to talk to her.
After Avengers we ate and then i went to church. When the sermon was over we split into groups and had an intense talk about spirits and stuff. I already knew pretty much everything they were talking about so I was getting preetty tired but it was kind of interesting listening to what they had to say near the end.
And that concludes my interesting saturday, gonna go to Genghis Khan tonight for dinner with 7 other people to celebrate Yuqi's 21st birthday ^^ and the best thing is that its free ehehehe can' wait!
After Avengers we ate and then i went to church. When the sermon was over we split into groups and had an intense talk about spirits and stuff. I already knew pretty much everything they were talking about so I was getting preetty tired but it was kind of interesting listening to what they had to say near the end.
And that concludes my interesting saturday, gonna go to Genghis Khan tonight for dinner with 7 other people to celebrate Yuqi's 21st birthday ^^ and the best thing is that its free ehehehe can' wait!
Friday, 27 April 2012
Clothes :)
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| I love duh jeans |
They aren't exactly white but really really bleached and it looked cool. Also saw some shirts for $2.50. thats like. buying a chocolate bar. So I bought three shirts and another one for $7.50 aaand bought 2 jacketssss. They're not really jackets but idk what you call them so yeaa :)
Oh yea and gonna go watch AVENGERS TODAY!!! :D I'll tell yous how good it is on my next blog ;)
BYEBYE :D
Thursday, 26 April 2012
Mid years in week 5... dafuq?
Term 2 has started first week has nearly passed and i just realised that my mid year exams are in week 4 or 5? i forgot, but that was way closer than i expected :(
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| HAHA i know i didn't even get past the median in any of my subjects | shutup |
This week so far has been a pretty good week i guess! First 2 days of school was so, so, so, so boring. I fully couldn't be bothered going to school and I was so happy that Wednesday was a holiday :O
Since Wednesday was a holiday and I used my brain and realised that it means that I could sleep in on Wednesday morning, and in order to sleep in of course I would have to stay up late on tuesday night, so, being the rebel I am, I went to a family friends house, wait i dont know if its they are counted as family friend but anyways I went to a friends house and people like Isaac M and K, Ian and stuff came as well. And it was a pretty cool day and we played some ps3, had some drinks, MIDORI why so sweet and the bottle so sticky :( but it tasted so good, a bit too sweet though. Hm what else. Oh at like 12 am (ooh rebel again) we went out to the mini playground across the house and went on a spinny thingy, so damn dizzy. And went on the swings and just lied down, listen to music and chilled. Pretty relaxing actually :) Then at around 1:30 we went back in and played some more ps3, talked and drank and played card games. At 2 we went out and sang kareoke, like HARD core kareoke, and my throat hurt so much after singing with my beautiful voice :( We sang for like an hour and a half and then parents got tired so we had to go and then I had a super duper good sleep and the next day I slept till 12:30 :O (rebel...)
Friday, 20 April 2012
First ever blog. enjoy :D
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| People I hung out with :) Im not even looking at the camera. |
I'll start with yesterday cos i did more stuff hehe. Yesterday i woke up early to go to cornwell park with some church people to barbeque and hang out. It was actually pretty boring until we started rolling down the hill hehe. But after that i got tired cos i slept at 3:30 the night before :( Then we went up the hill and it was a pretty nice view and stuff and we took some pictures.
Then we went to Kings club to play some POOL :D havn't played that stuff for ages, so bad now. At pool we saw another group of people, i actually didn't know anyone from that group except for stephanie, and then we went to dinner at yosmite and i was so tired by then i just wanted to go home. Then my friend took me home and i had a good nights sleep :3
So today was a pretty boring day. Had maths tutor in the morning, had to wake up so early D: and i didn't do any homework but my tutors cool so its all good. And then after that i played League of Legends pretty much the whole day with Wesley and Steph HAHAHA im so bad though. need to get better. But as i said it was a boring day, didn't hang out with friends cos im a loner.
After playing LoL i ate dinner and then went to a youth group in church and a leader was sharing about why we come to church. This got me thinking at night when i went back home and i was thinking to myself why i actually go. I realised that i only go to church just to hang out with friends, and not really for god. Its not that i don't want to know him more but its hard to when everyone else is talking and the sermons boring... Most of the time its directed to the adults more than us and they drag it on for so long. But i'll try to know him more cos im duh good boi :)
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