Our time, gods time

Haha tried to copy the title of today's sharing at connect, doesn't sound right though :( anyways todays sharing related to me like, a lot. Hahahahaha might've been on purpose but it was good. When group leaders asked me what I wanted most right now I just said good exam marks, new phone etc. but of course I wanted something else. Something I would've said to everyone if our group was really close, like it should be........ But it isn't.

ANYWAYS I agree with the sharing that I need to wait for things I want and let god give it to me at the right time. But it is so so so so hard. I'm the type of person that usually tries 100% to get something and when I don't get it I get maaaad (if I actually really really want it). So this task is especially hard for me, cos i really really want it now. but I guess it's the same with a lot of people. Oh well I'll wait till the right time cos I don't want to screw gods plan up eheheh. I wish church was a place that you could share anything without having to worry about them spreading it cos tbh church people give great advice and actually makes me feel better talking to them but just need the trust Hahahaha.

I guess you need someone to start telling people in the group their secrets though so the other people actually feel you trusting them and might tell something to the group in return? But too bad I'm not starting it muahahahaha

Ok that's all I wanted to write about, gonna wait wait wait :D

Okbye