There's this dude who is like. my best friend. and all i trust in is pretty much him. (NO HOMO OKAES? ;D) . He is mixed. Half chirese and half white dude. In fact. I like mixed girls, because my best buddy is mixed. And, well, mixed girls are pretty. And mixed people have then been my focus. Especially for girls. I like half casts, they're sexay.

Studying

Notice how they conveniently put dying on the end of studying. Of course I'm not dying because I'm trying so hard studying but whenever I think about how screwed I am for exams I die a little on the inside. I finally figured why I'm writing much blogs lately because it's a good form procrastination. I should really start dying because I'm studying so hard though gonna start that tomorrow :) 

It's sad how even though I have no school I still have to wake up so freaking early. I have English tutor at 9 on tuesdays and Thursdays and on Wednesday I have orthodontist appointment at 9 and maths tutor at 10. So much joy honestly.

BUT Allgood I'll be "studying" with friends this Friday and watching a movie to release my stress on saturday so looking forward to that heheh. 

This is a short as post haha I wasn't even planning to write a post just so bored felt like procrastinating. Omg still have a lot of work to do and it's 11.53 PM!!! Sigh and I have to wake up early :( can't even get 11 hours of sleep gawd dammit

Okay seriously needa go. Now. 

Bye bye 

Vincent ^.^

Our time, gods time

Haha tried to copy the title of today's sharing at connect, doesn't sound right though :( anyways todays sharing related to me like, a lot. Hahahahaha might've been on purpose but it was good. When group leaders asked me what I wanted most right now I just said good exam marks, new phone etc. but of course I wanted something else. Something I would've said to everyone if our group was really close, like it should be........ But it isn't.

ANYWAYS I agree with the sharing that I need to wait for things I want and let god give it to me at the right time. But it is so so so so hard. I'm the type of person that usually tries 100% to get something and when I don't get it I get maaaad (if I actually really really want it). So this task is especially hard for me, cos i really really want it now. but I guess it's the same with a lot of people. Oh well I'll wait till the right time cos I don't want to screw gods plan up eheheh. I wish church was a place that you could share anything without having to worry about them spreading it cos tbh church people give great advice and actually makes me feel better talking to them but just need the trust Hahahaha.

I guess you need someone to start telling people in the group their secrets though so the other people actually feel you trusting them and might tell something to the group in return? But too bad I'm not starting it muahahahaha

Ok that's all I wanted to write about, gonna wait wait wait :D

Okbye

Everything :)

Hello :D

Updating my blog so much heh.

When I first started this blog I liked having a lot of viewers and felt nice when people read my blog, but recently I've found that whenever I want to write something that I really want to tell, I think of my viewers first and write according to what I want them to know, and what not to know. It's pretty annoying tbh because one of the main reasons for me making a blog was to express my feelings and what I'm going through but now I needa hide things -___- which is why in my last post I told you guys to message me if you want to know more. Well now it's too bad you guys who I trust don't get the full story in this blog cos it seems that im way too popular ;D haha and Ian in not directing this at you I didn't really mind the truth and dare thing, it was fun :)

Anyways... The first thing I want to talk about is parents. My mum is getting more and more strict and I have no idea why -.- but lately I've found out that I don't get angry as easily, and when she yells at me I just nod and listen and walk away. Which pisses her off even more :D

The second thing I want to talk about is church church church. I have gotten closer to some people at church and I realized that the smiles we see all the time at church are just masks of what they really feel inside. I mean of course they want to go church, for god and stuff but it's the PEOPLE in church which is making them feel like this. Ive spoken to quite a few people and they all feel the same way.  Hmmm this church needs some fixing D: it's still a great church though :D with cool people who just sometimes does the wrong thing. But I guess I'm not perfect either so I really can't judge...

And there was a third thing but nah won't say it, it's a secret ;) hehe

Sorry if there is any spelling mistakes cos I'm typing this on iPod. Stupid autocorrect

If you read up till here then thanks for reading and not falling asleep :) hope you enjoyed my rant hehe

Goodbye :D
Vincent xoxo

Troll!!

Hi hi

omg writing like 2 posts within like 3 days yea buddy ;D

hmm i realised that when I'm having a bad time I'm especially mean to people and troll people. Like I guess it happens to everyone but I'm not ACTUALLY mean to people I always say it in a joking way that it starts really pissing people off.. also known as trolling ;) But other people are just straight up angry at other people when they have a bad time.

I don't know why I do it but I guess I think it's funny when people get really annoyed and start hating me although it's not a good thing because I'm sure I got tons of haters!!!! Come to macleans and you'll see EVERYONE getting pissed off. Like honestly even the teachers get pissed off at me -___-

ANYWAYS

It's holiday now for most people but for me its study all the way till Hong Kong. I'm not even joking my mum made me a study timetable and its really good so I'm gonna actually follow it. Everyday theres at least 2 past papers and I got my board 1,2 and 3 for art due first day back to school and I also got English and Maths tution homework to do OH MY GOSH SO EXCITED!!!! But I actually don't mind studying too much cos it gets my mind off things that happened at school with some "FRIENDS"!! cough "rumors and backstabbing and shit". ahem. anyways yea only going out twice these holidays, never tried that in my life but I'm prepared to recieve those good exam marks and getting new phone and laptop AND a drink from Isaac, cos we had a deal that if I get better than him in exams he shouts me drinks and vice versa, so I'm gonna work hard.

Wow I'm pretty motivated, the only thing I'm scared of is doing the past papers without trying my hardest cos I know I'm gonna do them for sure, just not sure if I'm gonna try my hardest when doing them :( but oh well I'm taking baby steps ;D

Hope your lives are better than mine

VINCENT XOXOXO

:(

Hello people :D
Havn't blogged since like aages cos of exams, and life is a bit hectic atm. In fact that is the reason why I'm writing this blog cos i just want to get everything out. YOU SHOULD FEEL SPECIAL I HAVN'T TOLD ANYONE ABOUT WHAT I AM GOING TO WRITE!! (although its not interesting at all so if you don't want to fall asleep close the page now...)

Anyways... Well my life started going bad like 2 weeks ago? Because some things happened at school, although I won't say what it is, (this is why i said it was boring cos a lot of the detail is not gonna be mentioned here :P If you really wanna know message me xoxo). Anyways, i got home from a bad week of school and then the night before my sister was gonna leave she just told me she needed to take my laptop and I was so sosososo angry, like what am i supposed to do for two weeks without my laptop? 

Okay so that was the first (or second if you count the school thing) bad thing that happened. The next thing is how my mum is so annoying lately. I don't even know why maybe its cos exams are coming up and she's worried but she keeps asking me when are you gonna do work, and when I say later she's like give me an exact time. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW so annoying. And i don't think I'll be going out much these holidays. I envy those kids who parents don't care when they go out or when they come back home and even when there at home they can just go on laptop or do whatever they want -_- they have no idea how lucky they are sigh sigh. Oh yea my mum also got me an english tutor cos I'm really bad at it and its on Tuesdays at 9:45PM. PM!! that means its 9:45-10:45. and thats on a school day so bs right?

And the third bad thing, this isn't really a bad thing just a saaad sad thing, was that I decided to play in a tournament on Sunday, Lloyd elsmore open, because my dad was playing in it and the first round I had to vs this guy who I used to beat quite easily (cos he was younger than me). But now everyone says he's so good and he's top player in New Zealand for his age group so i was like pretty scared playing him. Although I didn't do too bad, 21-15 and 21-19 to him, I realised that my badminton skill is gonna just keep going down and down, which is sad tbh imagine something you use to do almost everyday but now your losing it everyday. And that was my first tournament played and I got beaten by a 14 year old :( oh well.

And finally if you guys are still reading this, the laaaast thing thats baaad is about this girl. This girl I like a lot but hm, different from any other girls I've ever liked before. I don't know but she's so hard to approach although we're pretty good friends, (I think we are I hope it's not one sided LOL). Anyways well I keep thinking of the worse scenarios like what if she finds a boyfriend? What am I gonna do then, cos I actually really really like her but hm. And I also can't tell her cos there's some ... Obstacles between us going out and I am like 99% sure she doesn't like me in that way anyways, but man if I get to go out with her then all the stuff I listed above will be turned into good stuff, and I won't dump this girl ever hahahahaha. i think. oh if you want to give me advice message me please cos I always think about her and IDK WHAT TO DO ARGH!

Anyways heres some good things:

1) Korean night was pretty good
2) Recieved a compliment from someone ;) a really good compliment hahahaha might not be from the girl I was talking about just then but still good enough :P
3) Actually doing heaps of past papers (like even when my mum doesn't tell me to do them)  because I really need good grades to get into subjects I want next year and being like 30% more productive than I usually am, goal is to raise it to 50% SOON!!!
4)Also I went to dance studio the other day pretty fun although can't dance anymore :(

Now some photos 

Dancing with some sexy boys. No photos
of the girls sorry gois ;)

Them cool pepz at korean night

Yea this was a long blog cos I had a lot of stuff to write about

hope your lives are going all g unlike mine and have fun with holidays soon ;)
laters gee xoxo

Wendy Fan/Li?

Wendy update your blog

thats is all

bye :')