Newbs

Attention seeker's don't stop seeking attention.

Douchebags don't admit their wrong.

Drama Queens don't stop creating drama. 

AND IT IS PISSING ME OFF

Why in the actual F*** would you make a fb status saying that YOU DID NOTHING WRONG. 

What the f*** is wrong with you lol. 

Stupid cunts these days. 

Putting up a status like that only shows that you are guilty of what you DID do. Wow. 

你個面皮幾厚????

Like seriously man. After getting snapped and all that you still convince yourself and try 
to convince everyone else that you didn't do it. Thats just. wow. disappointing man.

I even sort of tried to help you, but you keep saying you didn't do shit. And now it's too late everyone, 

even people from other schools know about it now. You've shown me that someone can 
pass the limits of stupidity.

And then you blame others, that they made up shit. Why would they bother making up 
that stuff just to make your life bad.

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE THAT SOMEONE WOULD SPEND THAT ENERGY TO MAKE 
UP STUFF.

Kind of being a hypocrite here cos I'm using my energy to talk about you.

But i just can't hold it in anymore you piss me off so damn bad.

Hope a miracle happens to you and you admit your wrongdoings. (DOUBT THAT WOULD 
HAPPEN LOL)

Ok rant over laters bye xoxo

People

Wowow haven't wrote a blog in like forever. Life has been pretty hectic since I got back from New Zealand and I almost forgot about blogging altogether.

So. Let's start this blog with the start of school.

I got pretty awesome classes with every subject, EXCEPT for physics. Where a got a shit as class AND a shit teacher. I also got bad teachers for maths as well, and these two are probably two of my most important subjects, so I'm a bit worried... But the people in all my classes are pretty good and surprisingly english is probably my favourite class atm cos of the awesome teacher and awesome people in it (Y)

So why has my life been hectic?

Well when I got back there was so much unpacking to do and I was just super tired, and SO much catching up to do with friends within the 3 days before school started. After that a friend of mine sort of, hm, well she just made my life pretty bad. But within 2 days I was all good again cos I'm the man :) and then a week after that I started hanging out with some of my old friends.. which I shouldn't really be, and sneaking out and all that badass stuff, so that kept me pretty busy. I still focused on school work and homework so I guess I haven't started falling behind. YET D: And then recently a few days ago some stupid person decided to do something stupid which caused a lot of drama, and suddenly I got dragged into this stupid Year 12 drama and so much rumours going on and stuff, pretty boring stuff if you ask me.

But yea people attention seeking doesn't really affect me, like, just ignore that stuff and move on man. But I guess Year 12's love the attention.....

Anyways yea thats a very very brief and short summary of what I have been up to since I got back.

Take care all :)
Write soon :D i hope

21/12/2012

Short blog today :D

This is supposed to be the day we die but I guess we're lucky hm :)

I didn't believe in 2012 but it got me thinking that even though it's not going to happen on the 21st, it will happen soon, and no one knows when, and this just reminded me of a song that tells you to appreciate everyone around you and live every day like it's your last. Basically living life to the fullest each day :)

Here you go: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6jnynVLfLA

Hope you enjoy the song :D

Hong Kong 2

Hi people :)

Blogging again, because I've been going out less now. Hm, there are many reasons why I'm going out less now but the main ones are because: I cbf, I do nothing productive when I go out and I don't want to spend money.

When people ask me what I do in HK and I say I don't go out as much, they always say what else is there to do if you don't go out? That's what I used to think as well but now I realize that there is actually a LOT of things you can do. Lately I've been doing more "productive" things I guess :) I even finally started my drawing, after the many times my sister and Yuqi told me to do it. (I'm drawing a tiger if you want it just tell me :D). I've also been going to gym with Isaac, pretty fun actually HAHAHA going tomorrow again. I've been eating with family and my awesome auntie as well :) I'm sticking around family because I'm going Macau with friends soon :D hope it'll be fun and not boring :(

Hong Kong is fun and all but there are a few things New Zealand has which HK doesn't, and one of the main things is that in NZ you can chill in the house for weeks, whereas in Hong Kong, the place is so small that it makes you have to go out with people, which really annoys me. Time passes in New Zealand pretty fast even if you do nothing at home but in Hong Kong it doesn't work that way. BUT shopping and food here is awesome :) I wish New Zealand and Hong Kong could combine :O that would be cooool.

So yea this is pretty much what I've been up to lately :)

Hope you guys are having a fun holiday :D blog soon.

BYEBYE

Hong Kong

So. I'm in Hong Kong now, and people have been asking me how is it, and I tell people it's good, cos it is! When I first came to hk it was pretty crazy cos everywhere is filled with people and there is always aways traffic no matter what the time is. I like the nightlife here but I definitely wouldn't want to live here cos it is too too hektic. I like how everyone in New Zealand is so chill and kickback, whereas everyone in Hong Kong looks like they have something important to do and rushes everywhere.

I like the transport here too, so so efficient. Whenever I go out I never have to think of rides, like I do in New Zealand, so I actually DO go out when I say maybe now. Today was actually my first day staying    at home for most of the afternoon, and I should've written a blog then but I fully forgot about it until Kenny messaged a few of us to keep writing blogs, and I can't really sleep right now so I decided to just write one now :)

So, back to my interesting holiday. I've been doing some things that I shouldn't be doing, which is made worse because I still kept on doing it even though I know I shouldn't. I did many things wrong but one not so bad example, (it's still pretty bad though), is when I made my auntie wait. I promised her that I would go church Sunday morning. But stupid me I slept late on Saturday, and I also got a new haircut - which i think looks pretty good ;) but looks like crap if I don't do my hair. I look like a 7 year old if I don't do it. ANYWAYS. I didn't bring my gatsby to Hong Kong to reserve as much space as possible, and I was gonna get some in HK anyways. So I decided to wake up earlier to go down, but in HK, no one lets you wake up early and when I started waking up my auntie called my sister to come down in 5 minutes.

Even after hearing that I kept on sleeping. Lazy me right? And a few minutes later I finally decide to actually wake up. Then I run down to buy gatsby, just to see that it was too early and I had to go the long way. After buying it I ran back up and started doing my hair, by then my auntie probably waited 15 minutes? And then finally I told my sister to tell her I'm not going because I couldn't wake up. And I couldn't even say sorry. I don't know why but it's so hard for me to say sorry to people... I guess i need to learn to do that haha.

Well apart from that incident and a few other things I did in HK... This holiday is great :) I've been going out a LOT and finally going clothes shopping tomorrow and buying people souveniers :) cannot wait :D

Well thats pretty much what I've been up to in Hong Kong. How are your holidays? Hope your having fun where ever you are D:

I was gonna also talk more about the person I like but I just remembered that she might read my blog HAHAHA hello to you if you are really reading it :) :)

I will blog soon. maybe. when i am free. :)

bye bye ^.^

Forever Alone

I used to think….. How do people feel lonely? How can you feel lonely? Like… Just hang out with your friends if you do get lonely. But recently I realised that I've been feeling lonely too. Me and my school friends are nowhere near as tight as we were in the last two years. We don't even bother hanging out with each other anymore. I had a conversation with my supposedly "best" friend at school on Facebook the other day, and it felt AWKWARD. I understand how conversations are awkward in person, but how can they be awkward online? I guess it does happen with randoms but we used to be close. It felt so weird having a conversation with him online.

This happens to my badminton friends as well but for more obvious reasons, since I've quit badminton I haven't seen any of them in ages. The only non-awkward conversations I have are with my other group of friends at school, which I'm not too close with and I DON'T want to be close with anyways. And this leaves me with church friends. I never have an awkward convo online or in person with church friends, but I still don't feel like we are super tight. I mean we are close, and have DMC's and things like that but there's no one I can talk to that actually helps me out when I have a problem. They do try but they say the same things as a normal friend would say when trying to help you out.

I actually envy people who have their close friends where they can tell pretty much anything to, and friends who actually ask “How's your day?” and listen etc. etc.

MAN I WISH I HAD FRIENDS. OR a girlfriend.  ;D

Gonna be a busy as one and a half weeks, starting from tomorrow. So probs won't blog till I'm in HK :)

Goodbye :)

Boredom

Hi :)

Guess what!! I finished all my exams. :D ….And all I have to do is wait for Hong Kong . <3 It felt so weird when I finished my maths exam. The whole years work of maths and the stacks of past papers just came down to 3 hours.  After the last maths exam, I don't have to ever do AS maths stuff again. I don't really see the point in doing this just to get into uni, cos it's not like I'm going to ever use perms and combs for ARCHITECT but… Oh well. Its university requirements so I just go with the flo. I guess it proves that you are smart and you can learn useless complicated things quickly, but that's about it.  ._.

I thought after exams, life would be great and I would feel relaxed and chilled as... But it isn't. I'm not saying that I want to go back to studying but when I still had exams I had something to do. Something meaningful at least. But now, it’s just going out with friends, doing stupid stuff, sitting at home in front of laptop, and doing nothing productive. LIFE IS BORING AND UNINTERESTING. I normally get this feeling at the END of the holidays but I'm getting it on the first day... Which is bad. I don't know what I'm missing though.  T.T  IT JUST FEELS SO EMPTY. I wish I get to leave New Zealand earlier now because after exams it feels like there is nothing left to do in New Zealand. Before I didn't want to leave so early because I miss the people here, but now it seems that no one bothers trying to hang out, so might as well leave soon!! =D

I honestly cannot wait to go Hong Kong, I hope it would help me find some entertainment. I miss the food, clothes, shoes, the dirtiness and the smelliness. AND OF COURSE the people!! (Friends and family  :D). I still remember last time I went to Hong Kong. First month was SO MUCH FUN but afterwards it got so boring. Hopefully this time it will be better since we are coming back earlier :) I even made a list of what to do at Hong Kong so I don't forget anything this time hehe. I hope I actually get close to my cousin this time too, cos last time I went to Hong Kong I didn't live with her and it was no fun... :(

I've also tried reading the bible, cos I heard in church how people get an empty feeling, and that's where GOD is supposed to come in. But when I start reading it, it's always about a random story that doesn't relate to me whatsoever, and doesn't help much. I wish I can get some advice from the bible, like other people do when they read it, but nothing stands out that can actually help me... Even at krave and Saturdays church it’s just the same every time, it’s more like a routine than anything else. Maybe it's my attitude but I don’t know how to change it.

LIFE  IS BORING.